February 2012
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I need to take 10 portraiture shots by next Wednesday. Anyone want to be a model guinea pig for me?
Finally have net on at the new place :)
yay!
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Not sure why…
Feeling really insecure, needy, and vulnerable today, and can’t seem to shake it. Fighting the need to comfort eat as well.
The joys of my moods. Some days I wish I didn’t have to stay present, and work out why. I’m getting tired. And today it just seems all too hard. But i won’t give up, I’m just venting.
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Is it just me?
Is the politics of fear alive and well at the moment. I’ve never seen a bunch of narrow minded arse-holes vying for the opportunity to suppress the rights of people who they don’t see eye to eye with.
I don’t talk about the fact that I believe very often. I have faith. But it’s a private thing to me. I don’t need to sprout it to everyone else. Just because I believe...
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Before I get any more hate in my ask box
My Position -
I understand that it could be found as offensive to women, I get that fully. I’m more interested in the shock value for what is at this point in time an incurable disease.
If it saves just one person from getting HIV/AIDS, and their love ones watching them slowly die over a number of years it’s done it’s job.
Yes I know the treatments are a lot better than they...
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Week 4 of 52
SW : 174kg (Sep 2010) CW : 144.7kg GW : 70kg
Woo Hoo! Weight is moving again. 0.8kg this week. I’ve been exercising more, and seriously had a great weekend. Yeah I drank too much, but also got down the beach, and got some walking in.
I bought a decent tripod for my camera on the weekend as well. As this weeks class is an outdoor night shoot, which I’m intensely...
I think I should have lunch...
My stomach is seriously grumbling that much it’s starting to sound like words.
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bobbyfreakouthour replied to your post: Awkward moment of the year award…
Well….. HAVE YOU!? :p
Points to earlier post.
alwayslookingupsomething replied to your post: Awkward moment of the year award…
ROFL, I’ve got to giver a kiss on the cheek, it’s hard to make you go red
Oh shut up you!
amyrunning replied to your post: Awkward moment of the year award…
Lol! Sorry...
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I'm in the weirdest mood today...
Oh scrub that. I’m just not use to being happy.
Yeah that’s what this feeling is.
Shit, I’m actually happy.
Awkward moment of the year award...
Older friend of mine who I look up to as a mother. Goes “Adam you look happy and relaxed again lately. You’ve been fucking around again haven’t you?”
Waits for ground to open.
“oh would you look at that. Your face is as red as your shirt”.
I walk off mouthing bitch and searching for another beer.
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“There is a great fear of natural things in Australia. But no one mentions the...”
– Paul Theroux, The Happy Isles of Oceana (via badvoodoo)
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Oh Sydney you fickle bitch!
After teasing us all Summer so far with Rain, and more rain, and mornings cold enough to be winter. You suddenly lift your skirts, and let summer arrive.
What a glorious day you are. And we are getting 5 more days of this, with no sign of rain! A dry, hot weekend?!
OH MY GOD HOW MUCH HAVE I MISSED YOU. PLEASE DON’T LEAVE US AGAIN.
As you can guess this weekend will be me, outside,...
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Conversation I had at work just then...
Colleague coming up to me to tell me I’m wrong about something I told him yesterday, and he can prove it.
<cut to 3 hours later>
Colleague : Oh you were right
My response.
“please just argue with me for the hell of it. rather than rely on my 14 years of experience, and tell me how you think im wrong, only to find out that you are a retard, and wasted 3 hours fapping...
Anonymous asked: I would date you if I was local to you. You seem focused, and committed to what you want out of life. I think it's great, and very addictive. That more attractive to me than what anyone looks like on the outside.
Anonymous asked: You seem to be very focused at the moment. I'm proud of you. Don't let anyone get in the way of what you are trying to achieve.
Anonymous asked: You're an adorable bear, Why wouldn't you want to stay one?
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Week 3 of 52
SW : 174kg (Sep 2010) CW : 145.5kg GW : 70kg
A bit up and down week. I’ve been screwed around by people, and I’ve decided to refocus again on myself. I find I start feeling needy in these circumstances, and not really strong enough to fight my inner child. It’s still healing, and putting it in situations that it’s not really comfortable is not good for my...
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bobbyfreakouthour replied to your post: Oh I give up…
Dont date. Just be active in the community and meet people. Be social, ask to spend time with people. :)
Yeah that’s what I’ve been doing. My biggest annoyance is, there is a sub-culture in the gay community that loves bigger / bearded guys ie. bears. I have no problem with this in general, but I tend to attract guys who...
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Oh I give up...
Someone just buy me a dozen cats and get it over with.
I get the whole aww your beautiful the way you are. You don’t need to lose weight. etc etc. Which is code for, I’m after a fat guy.
FML remind me when I get inklings to date again. Remind me not to.
Idiots.
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Wandering Aussie: Random personal thoughts, and an... →
Re blogging this. As I wrote it on Saturday night, while partly drunk, and I know quite well most of us (even the ones without lives) are online less on weekends :)
wanderingaussie:
I have been thinking of writing this for a long time.
I’m 38 years old. I’m heading rapidly towards 40, and the first time in my life I feel like I have a sense of my own self. There has been so many people that...
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Retro Sunday morning. I’m cleaning my place and Aussie rock from the 80s blasting through. Bands such as Inxs, Midnight Oil, The Angels, Spy vs Spy, Hunters and Collectors, ACDC, Icehouse, the list goes on. It’s been a long time.
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Random personal thoughts, and an apology.
I have been thinking of writing this for a long time.
I’m 38 years old. I’m heading rapidly towards 40, and the first time in my life I feel like I have a sense of my own self. There has been so many people that have come and gone in my life. Lovers, friends, people who have made an input in more ways than I care to mention.
They have all said the same thing about me.
“That...
Need some ideas people. First photography assignment. “Photograph something from your house”. Interpret that anyway you want. Hmmm?
